Was such a good day even though I felt like God just threw me into that one as I was planning to do that towards the end of the year. That’s a whole other gist for later. Just know that there’s a lot cooking.
On my way home in the car I was playing the conversations over and over again in my head. Basically reliving the whole period in my head.
And I asked myself what was the biggest thing that helped me through that season of waiting?
Keeping Jesus Lord of my Life….not babies; Jesus!!!
What do I mean by this?
I got to the place where nothing else mattered. Not even having children. I got to the place where Jesus was the most important thing in my life. I got to the place where I could say like Bob Fitts
No rival throne survives and I serve only you.
It became totally about God.
I got to the place where I began to ask what do you want me to do Lord? What can I give you? not just what can you give me or what can you do for me?
Until you get to the place where only Jesus matters, the wait will be very long and unbearable.
Nothing must take Gods place not even a longing for children. Don’t let it take over your life.
Jesus makes everything better, everything easier…